will be having my first paper tomorrow.
and i've yet to hit the books.
urghfffff,
i'm feeling lazy.
hmm,
i actually didn't have the intention to blog tonight.
but i suddenly got some mixed feelings in me when i stumbled someone's blog.
so i got to realise that this guy-friend of mine is currently going through some legal case.
i kept having flashbacks in my mind while reading those entries.
and i don't know why but i can't hide that i missed him in some way or another.
as a friend, i really do.
i don't know the reason of him stop calling me suddenly.
the last call i got from him was more than 6 months ago.
i missed how he always cheer me up.
i missed how he always come to keep me company.
from his workplace at geylang, all the way to jurong he came, walked me home at night, and finally back to his home at yishun.
the same routine almost everyday.
i missed, so much that i can't stop my eyes from going watery.
every now and then i still hope for his call but i don't think i will get any anymore.
just what are the reasons for what he did...
i don't know why...
it's me 10:30 PM